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One of a thousand eagle

First Tattoo 

It was April 03 2024 that I had my first ink. In San Fernando,Pampanga from my former colleage's sister. It was a veins looks like roots similar to a thunder. It was just aesthetic think lines of art.

People who see this are intrigue of what was the meaning but I never owe them any exlanation.

It is important that I know what it is and only artist like me who appreciate this kind of design minimalist.

It is veins which means stronger, I was weak since child and now that I grow up and keep on glowing up I always wanted to be strong better that the old me. Seeing this art everyday reminds me to keep moving on. It is also similar to creepy trees in the woods which is my safe haven where I always find peace in the forest. 

 

Not Giving Up

 

Not Giving Up

I'm now in my 30 era but no achievement or title.

My house was sold already and put the money to my bank account but it was barrowed by

people who never pay back.

We're currently residing with my Family with my own Family. 

We have a small room upstairs. A cozy wood type of old house.

I only graduated High School and took barista vocational course NCIII.

But I'm happy that from being Jollibee Crew as my first job that I felt like slave by fellow Filipino peolple I became a salesman to Marquee Mall , SM Clard to a Giordano Store.

Til I met a new boss who encourage me to be part of a Marketing Beauty Products Company as a sales representative and debt collector.

I step up to join the BPO industry and learn a lot and build my communication skills.

I am still in the same industry but this time was different because I'm working at home and as a back office admin which means there's no customer interaction anymore thru voice call.

It is a work-life balance company and I had a chance to do a part time job as a Sales Representative to Mapiles Realty.

Now I've already sold two units on my first quarter in the Real Estate Company.

Life is really hard honestly. I'm currently in debt to bank, no enough balance on my credit card and has some online loans. But I never think of giving up.

I know that everything will be alright soon until I'll congrats myself for not giving up and for keep on moving forward.

Today was a ordinary sunday morning, sipping coffee while listening to Taylor Swift.

It is my rest day and I'm planning to workout later at the gym.

My goal is to do the things I love so sometimes I spent to make some art, listen to music, do cycling, and workout to have a healthier physical body.

It is important to balance life while doing the responsibilities to my Family.

To whom reading this I want you to know that problems is always but keep in mind that it is there to be resolved and never think of giving up as life goes on. Keep moving forward and do the things you always want to do. You only live once.

Truly yours,

Ronel

Anawangin Cove X Capones Island 2022

It was second quarter of year 2022 I was invited by Ronan my friend and my daughters godfather to unwind. I fall inlove in the sunset on the beach I was reminiscing and thinking about the future. I was happy and at the same time thinking about my family that I left since my life doesn't want to join and she just recently gave birth to our youngest baby boy. It's just kinda weird thinking alot of things I was just appreciating the beauty of the nature. The wind blows and waves of the ocean. The Taylor Swift song "august" was playing on my mind and other Folklore album songs. It was really cozy feeling.

bicep

It was just a normal day after taking a bath. Just flexing the biceps I build. I remember the time that I was too skinny and being bullied with my classmates. As the day goes by I notice the prorges even though I'm just maintaining my weight to stay healthy.

Body Check 1st quarter 2023

I just want to keep important photos of my progress, these photos are captured on a graveyard shift , I remember working out at night since my schedule was graveyard I can't sleep on my rest days due to nocturnal so I sometimes workout at home.

 

Black🖤

Just the usual bicep post, appreciating the beauty of progress. I can't believe I'm getting better by continously keeping my body weight.

ME+You

Once in a blue moon that my wife join me to take a selfie coz she don't want taking photos.

Post workout selfie

You maybe wondering it was all about me, all about posing and flexing because this is my life blog and I just want to keep these memories that will be a history to my family someday. 

Portfolio H&M

I was born in poverty. My father working in a upholstery while my Mom is a fulltime housewife.

We are 7 in the family and I'm the second eldest having 4 siblings.

Due to financial difficulty I wasn't able to study in college. I only graduated secondary or Old curriculum High School. I attended some seminar and vocational from Tesda and had NCIII certificate but it was not powerful in Philipppines to get a better job unlike other who graduted. Sometimes I feel pitty because all my firends and batchmate graduated in college and had a stable job but I'm still grateful that whenever I'm applying I always get the position I'm applying. >>

My first job was in a fastfood chain Jollibee AUF, I was so proud that time because not every applicant was getting the job. And usually goodlooking are frontliners. And yes I was a dining crew. How funny that I was just earning 27 pesos oer hour that time but I'm happy to provide in our family. It was a great experience meeting new firends and a second family where I met my best friends Kelvin, Alyanna Joy , Aljon and Jett , JR, more. The managers are like family too.

There was a scenario that a ugly drunk gay called me like a dog I felt pitty I realize how low the job is I mean it wasn't that low because it is a decent job, I mean I was being servant providing smile to our customers but he disrespect me. I realize until when I will work on that restaurant. Then the day has come we are overstaff the Main manager was asking everyone, one by one who is willing to stay or planning to leave. I've been honest withourt knowing I will be jobless on the next day. >>

I applied in Metro Department Store because I just want the uniform wearing formal white polo with tie black pants and black shoes. I got the position but the recruitment wanted me to move on the grocery as bagger since they were hiring but I insist to stay on the dept store. I dunno I just dont want to work on a grocery store. So they offer me to stay in the deepartment store but in one condition that I will be a stockman in a fabric department. I was so innocent and said a big YES to aceept the job wihtout knowing how would be the real job is. Then it happened we are coounting every yard of the fabrics per roll. Different tyoe of fabrics, different colors. I was too skinny that time but I cannot quit because I need the job. My suoervisor was a terror witch Millicent who treated me like trash or a servant I never had a respect from her. I missed my previous managers. There was a scenario that I'm crying at work because of the situation. The fabric department was about to phase out that time so we need to transfer the items to other mall in the Philippines so I was the one doing the inventory then again ocunting every yard everyday. So I was keep on moving forward until the end of my contract I was the happiest person I said that I will never work again on that department store so the dream uniform I decided to make it as a paper I let my co-worker put their short messages to my white polo using a pen/marker. >>

I applied at SM Clark as a salesman, yes we're just standing 8 hours and sell some clothes. I've been part of the brand LEE men's wear. Again I was so proud because clothing department are only for goodlooking like me kidding aside, It was agreat experience but then again toxic people are everywhere. I was so introvert that time and being new in the industry I'm not really talkative knowing it was selling job. I know that some of my teammate was talking behind me and hating me. But no one can stop me that's the way of thinking I need to do because I cannot quit. I need the job. Until I met a lot of good people as the day goes by, tenured toxic people end of their contract so it's my time. I believe the only worst experience was the time that I had to sell outside the department store, located in the main mall where I was the only one and I was betrayed by shoplifter and lost 20 jeans. Then again I wasn't able to get the job stabel and had to wait for the contract to end. >>

I applied in Giordano Marquee Mall and get the position. It was just the same experince some people won't accept me right away but I always make sure that I will be nicer. Until people will realize that I'm better to be a friend than enemy. >>

Working in the shop being mentioned was the time that I started working out to keep healthy and boost my confident. I met a guy because he was staring at me and then my eyebrows said hi. I didn't expect that he will be one of my customer and he gave me sales and invite me to eat out and even drop me at home on his expensive car. He wanted me to apply in his company. So right after my contract I applied because my wife was pregnant that time because I don't want her to work in bakery and I got the position. It was a Marketing company where we sell hair beauty products and also collecting debt to our clients. It was a great experience working outdoor visiting places in Pampanga and bataan.